Rationalizing

I remembered telling Sharon some things are too hard and to make things worse, it might not be worth the effort.
She pointed out everything requires effort, living, studying, friends, everything in life. And If it's worth the effort, we would do it no matter how hard it could possibly be.
It's true. But I guess slowly we prioritize the stuff in our life and certain things just get pushed down the list, they become and far below or purposely pushed aside it no longer become important.
I guess maybe I'm starting to really know what I want in and from life. Now I just have to go through with my plan and see where I end up.
On a side note, I'm exhausted. Monday went by too slowly and I've not felt so tired in a long while. I feel like I need a break but I don't think I will be stopping work till the end of second week of July? Sighh. I just need to pull strong. Not everyone gets holiday, I'm lucky to even get one. This is just a prep for the future. I am strong, fighting!