Reality sucks

EXCUSE ME LOH SEOWSHI!
WHAT NO INTEREST. I BET YOU DONT EVEN HAVE INTEREST IN ANYTHING OTHER THAN WELL, BOF OR SMTH ELSE. MY STORYBOOK IS VERY NICEEE ONEEEE OKAYYYYY!!!!

sigh, the weather is soo horrible now, my skin is like really sufferingg. sigh, and like i'm getting really upset abt my results cause after i push aside those encouraging comments and all those nice things, reality is like everyone is improving at a much faster rate... sigh. but like sharon and cheryl said, i must stay positive and continue fighting!
i'm actually quite over bof but not so over gu jun pyo, who still continues to be the love of my life at this moment. sigh. i think i'm facing the horrible reality nowadays, like love dont really exist, dont fantasise, like guys that are hot and rich dont actually like poor girls. sigh, the world is a cruel place... just like the weather, which is sucha bitch. like srsly, what is wrong with the world!!!! sigh...
oh and cheryl & i have been talking alot these days and when 2 very clever girls talk obviously they come up with smth clever... hahah! okay, i'm weird, i think its because i'm like really hungry. and kfc snackers and bubble tea and custard bread and kfc really good lemon tea is not enough! hahah, i'm like hungry half the timeee, and like if u read cheryl blog when i'm hungey or pissed over the freaking weather i get really weird and crazy and stuff. hahah. okeeee dokeee gotta go runeeeee and eat dinerrreeee. hahaha.
oh and tmr is renice birthday, and we've yet to meet up this yearr. i feel so excited for her. ahhaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!! although u wont be seeing this but you will be my best friend x5 forever and everr and everrr. happy sweet 16!

answers are not always there even though how hard you look for them

i've just realised that i want to marry like all the male leads of my favourite dramas. like how i want to marry chuck and then jun pyo. hahahha. like what if one day they all come find me to marry me?! hahah. not very possible, but a girl can dream...
sooo, i've alrdy fought a very strong urge to re watch bof, and have been instead turning into my storybook. which is a good choice ppl, cause reading is fun and good for ur vocab which gives u 5 marks in comprehension. reading about arsonists and fires and all that. its really scary but nora roberts have once again made the story perfect. if u are wondering, its blue smoke. and like if u want can go read angles fall too. its not all about love, theres like a real scary plot going on. i love how nora roberts is able to combine family, love and a plot into the story. like how important she sees family and love is really touching. okayokay, checking scripts left will be done after tues and it will be back to normal lessons. must start studying soon. FIGHTING!
(:O and thanks to all those who keeps encouraging me to continue to study hard, you guys are the best! and special thanks to cheryl, my results esp physics wouldnt have been possible without you :D)

what you're looking for has been here the whole time

I've been watching and going gaga over boys before flowers. Gu jun pyo is the one i want to marry. like even if hes older than me by sooo much i want to marry him! haha. hes like the sweetest thing everrr. okay, after mid years i have been like really slacky. should start studying soon!
mid years is quite encouraging. but i'm still barely there and teachers are quite or if not not very encouraging.but at least i improved.
sigh, o levels is sooo near but yet its like taking sooo long for it to be over. but after talking with cheryl and all that, i'm like more determined not to flunk my o's. and miss yeo words are like constantly nagging at the back of my mind. like how important it actually means to our future and stuff. like i've told cheryl, i hate regrets. and i would like really really hate it if i'm going to regret not trying my best for o's and like cry like shit when i get that damn results slip.
sigh, i hope things get better soon. something is like bugging me and i can't sleep well... sigh. like now, even gu jun pyo is like not so important... okay, this is getting weird. hahah. must be positive!
anyway, this is a really cute video of gu jun pyo. it melts my heart and makes me happy. so go see okay!



sigh. he's like chocolates.
chocolates can make you feel like you are in love''.

oh and taylor swift new song! really good!

Prom & First Loves

Gossip girl is awesome.
i want to marry Chuck Bass.
well, i want to be Blair first, and then marry chuck.
Chuck is the sweetest man like everr. he is so sweet to blair.
Read:

Blair: If it's real, we'll figure it out, all of us. But if it's not, then please, Chuck, just let me go.
Chuck: It's just a game. I hate to lose. You're free to go.

Serena: Chuck, why did you just do that?
Chuck: Because I love her, and I can't make her happy.

Chuck, you can make every girl happy!
Carina & i were like talking about how sweet and hot and romantic chuck is, in comparison to unromantic, ugly and think HDB proposal can actually work type of s'porean guys.

sigh.
Carina. we'll definitely find our chuck, and live happily like Blair. Be optimistic!!

Shopping with jia yi cheryl and sharon today was fun! we talked and gossip and ate and drank and walk like miles and miles. haha. it was fun but tiring. Plus bus ride home today was superr scary.i was like sitting alone and suddenly this freak sat beside me and my eyes like almost popped out cause he can like sit like at other empty seats! & like this stranger was like totally staring at the freak too. like hes expecting him to like do something. and luckily the freak didnt. like okay, maybe i'm paranoid.hahah.

sigh. i'm going back to my gossip girl. where life and boys are actually better than real life. well, at least they dont like scold you hokkien vulgarities when you did nothing to them at all.

sigh

falling too fast

Have been mugging real hard lately(i think). there's so many concepts to clear, so many stuff to do, so many notes to write, so many things to memorise. this mid year is like the exam i work hardest for. i think i'm doing tooo much for chemistry. i'm spending too little on a math and physics. like srsly if i screw this mid years up, i'm fucking dead. but at least i tried.
but trying is never enough.
nothing is ever enough.