What would you wish for if you had one chance?

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
(wish right now, wish right now)


I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partying
The smashing and crashing
And all the glitz and the glam and fashion
And after all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade into the blackness
When you're staring at the phone in your lap
And hope that the people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
As soon as you fold
If your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Than I'm gonna switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night






i think she sang so well! i love this version. Go hear!!!!

Will you heart still race for me?

Hello to whoever is reading my blog!
i've just watched gossip girl season finale.
to say the least, it was sad heart-breaking, thought provoking and disappointing, not because it was lousy. but because it wasnt a happy ending.
i think i'm too idealistic. i hate to wish for a happy ending and the worse is i do not get it. but how many happy endings are there in the world. i remember reading a quote that says "it takes a life time to get to- and they lived happily ever after".
its not that i want to stop believing. its the disapointment and the loss i feel when i'm thrown back into reality.
sometimes i wish i'm not me.
yesterday i was very very very lost and i got over it. nothing is worth while. the whole world is not going to stop just because i'm sad, just because i want to live in the past. sometimes it seems like the future is not a gift. i wouldnt say its a curse but i think i fear it. But i've got to move on. i've got to remember what my goals are at the end of the day. i must stay focused. i can do it. i believe in myself!
i'm not going to use the itouch anymore. its distracting. facebook is a curse. i've better things to do. i'm going to at least pass everything for mid years. i'm going to work hard. because i believe in myself. and nobody is going to stop me from what i want.
i need to believe that! yes i can. i can make it. i'm not going to regret. not going to regret when i see myself failing every single shit.

well, to my dear dear friends. i miss you guys so much. so much i cant describe it to you guys. things were so much better then. we were happier werent we. but life sucks, and the most sucky thing is we've to go through it. so lets do it tgt. we can get through this! i will support you guys anddddd be there for all of you forever. i love you, more than i can say. i love you all!!!!!!

Oh

I haven't been studying like at all!! i'm so dead. i've to stop fb-ing. my plan is to not fb for the rest of next week. i can do it!!!!!!! fb is srsly killing me i tell you. i must set my priorities straight now!
from today, i can only,
study
do hw
sms cheryl
and sleep.

hahahahh!!!! thats funny. but srsly. i can only study study study. i must freaking study for god sake. till the next time i come here. i hope i'm actually STUDYING.

AND CHERYL TAN. I LOVE YOU. HAHAHHAHAH U R THE ONLY ONE I LOVE, THE ANSWER TO MY LOVE DUET. THE MOON OF MY UNIVERSE, THE OTHER PART OF MY HEART. LOL!

i wish you love

Hello. It has been awhile since i'm here.
I think i'm getting used to mj, getting used to being away from my besties although my heart still misses them everytime i'm reminded of how things used to be.
Watching the latest episode of gossip girl taught me smth. well, gg dont just teach you nonsense okay. Blair and Chuck broke up and yaddah yaddah yaddah. She want to make him jealous by kissing another guy, but she didnt. Instead she realise that by kissing someone else doesnt change the fact that she still loves Chuck. She faced the truth. Which makes her so strong and beautiful at that scene. how she told Chuck, "one day i'm going to kiss someone. and when i do that, i do it for myself.". shes so strong, so brave, so right.
i wish i can be like her sometimes. step back, take a look at myself, what i'm doing, how i'm living my life. i think my life sucks now. but so what? its no big deal as compared to so many others out there. i'm so lucky, my parents are the best. even when daddy hurt his arm and he couldnt fetch me home, he told me sorry. gosh, i felt so so so touched. my parents are the most selfless people on earth. always putting us before themselves, sometimes i feel like i could never love them as much as they love me.
i'm so lucky. so what if i'm not the smartest prettiest girl. i've more than that. i've my parents love and their belief in me. with them, and all my friends beside me, i can do anything i set my heart to.
To everyone who loves me and have been there for me and is currently lost and tired of life,
Never Give Up. Cause you have me! and everyone else behind you!

okay, after such an inspiring post, i have to fall back to reality.
have PI to rushed. YES I CAN DO IT. I WILL FINISH YOU YOU IDIOT PI. MUHAHAHAHA


For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.