I wouldnt't say prelims was bad. it's HORRIBLE. i think i'm dead. its freaking 28 days to o levles and i feel like i'm nowhere near prepared. i dont know why am i still online. i don't know why i'm not doing my damn tys. i dont know why i'm not inspired to work harder. but sometimes, just when i'm about to give up. i thought of how much mummy have done so as to make sure she could do her best to give me everytime i need. i think of teachers who were always there to help me, and cheryl who did her best in anyway she can to help me.
i feel bad to have disappointed them. to still not work hard.
maybe i'm not falling. maybe i fell. too hard. alrdy
No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall,No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose, no one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what's in it, no one is afraid to say "I love you", they are afraid of the response.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
you can't take that from me
i hate the holidays.
hate studying. hate being me!
i really wish i can start studying soon.
hate studying. hate being me!
i really wish i can start studying soon.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Nothing.
i'm feeling horrible. Not myself. Unhappy.
i feel tired, i feel that everything is so long and i can't carry on further.
i feel lost cause i've lost so much that matters to me.
i feel burdened cause i can't leave behind what i've lost.
i feel unhappy cause i'm not longer contented with what i have.
i feel tired cause i no longer see the light at the end of the tunnel.
right from the start i've all i wanted. but now i've lost everything.
i wish. i wish i could will back the past. will back all that used to belong to me.
then, maybe i would be happier.
then maybe i could tell you everything i wanted to say.
then maybe we could return back to how it used to be.
i feel tired, i feel that everything is so long and i can't carry on further.
i feel lost cause i've lost so much that matters to me.
i feel burdened cause i can't leave behind what i've lost.
i feel unhappy cause i'm not longer contented with what i have.
i feel tired cause i no longer see the light at the end of the tunnel.
right from the start i've all i wanted. but now i've lost everything.
i wish. i wish i could will back the past. will back all that used to belong to me.
then, maybe i would be happier.
then maybe i could tell you everything i wanted to say.
then maybe we could return back to how it used to be.
Friday, September 4, 2009
falling
I can't believe gossip girl is starting soon. the temptation to watch is so big. ): but no. i won't succumb to the temptation. but who am i kidding?! i've watched every preview availble.):
Prelims is horrible. i'm going to fail geog. and i study so hard for it! i can't believe i write the wrong lorms ):
i must must study hard during this one week hols. i can do it. like what our principal say. if we can't do it, who else can?
Prelims is horrible. i'm going to fail geog. and i study so hard for it! i can't believe i write the wrong lorms ):
i must must study hard during this one week hols. i can do it. like what our principal say. if we can't do it, who else can?
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