hope less

First day of school is surprisingly okay.
i'm going to really really try my best for mid years.
i've unsuccessfully resisted the urge to watch together. which is really sweet.
who knew mars and rainie are quite the couple. and mars is really really sweet.
which reminds me of this book i read recently. which is really really nice. the first book i am going to buy. i cried like soo many times reading it. and re-read it again. sigh.
oh, jia sen is back.
anyways, will be busy from tomorrow onwards. have a math whenever i'm free and like theres intensive revision in 2 weeks or smth.
yes, what i need. self discipline.
FIGHTING!!!


"why?"
"Because he wasn't you."

always have always will

I can't believe the holidays is ending so soon.
i wish it could be just a bit longer. sigh. have not done much revision and i still have holiday homework. i hate hate hate heymath and asknlearn. its like so freaking useless. hmmm. too much of skins, now everything bad you just feel like using the f word. they use it like so freely, like everyone use the f word like its no big deal. hahah. skins is nice. far worse than gossip girl. like more drugs more sex more problems.
okay, i'm going to go do a math. bye!

Sid: What you have to say to me?
Cassie: I love you forever Sid.
Sid: You will?
Cassie: Yes...that's the problem.

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Hey
didn't realise i haven't blog for sucha long time.
anyways, holidays have been okay so far. just school and study.
i'm looking forward to friday, when we'll be celebrating sharon's birthday!!!
i read it from this yahoo thing, that having something to look forward to relieves stess. i don't know if i'm stress but i ought to be judging from my results. god, i better do smth about my studies. so now is less computer and storybook time.
i'm going to work hard early(though its alrdy too late) for mid years and prelims and O levels.
Gossip girl is disappointing this week, i expected so much more. its like they are sqeezing many many info into one episode and just let you swallow it down without chewing. haha. thats really weird.
i miss jia sen in together.
okay, i think i watch too many shows.
oh, and heres a belated birthday msg to sharon!


Happy 16th!
we've known each other for more than 10 years and have soo many wonderful memories together. thanks for being there when i need a friend and for giving me advices when i need them. i'm really lucky to have you as a friend.(hahah! this is really mushy!) i hope we'll be best friend forverxxxx. and muaxxxxzzz! hahaha:D

you make me want to tell better lies :O

i want
Gossip Girl. the producers say they are ending the season with loads of omfg moments. really really can't wait.
and after gg and together ends, i'm going to study and stop using the computer so much. just now i was just training jelly in pet society and i realise how stupid it is to do smth so useless when i could be studying instead. so fb is useless. hahah remember that. i'm going to study more with cheryl. hahaha. studying with her is quite productive.
i want
mocha. frappe.
and i want loads of storybooks.
from now on, i'm restricting myself to less tv time. more study and reading time. it feeds my soul. hahah
oh, and ode. thanks for understanding what i tell you. although i don't think i told you whatver i've to tell you properly but i think you understand. your latest post is reallly sweet. thank you for understanding!
I've this feeling that school life is going to get better. hahah. i hope!

Bye!

tell me

today is a great day.
at least i think of it that way.
spa was so screwed! i couldn't get a triangle at first and mr tang was just starin at my set up while i was trying to get a triangle. its funny. but i still think its not that screwed(i hope!) although i was srsly out of range. but yay! spa is finally OVER. OVERRRRRR
Stayed back after chemistry remedial with cheryl to do a math. i manage to do quite a few and cheryl, shes just too damn weird today. hahah. she's super high and she even sang. Imagine that. a high cheryl is a scary cheryl, please remember that. we took bus 31 all the way to tam interchange and slept the whole journey. it rained heavily but i love the feeling and the sound of rain. it is.... inspiring.
cheryl saw a rainboww. thats really awwesome. how i wish i saw it too. its never the same with just looking at pictures of rainbow. its seeing and feeling it. i think it just feels you up. like you just took a long milk bath and your skin feels soo pampered.
hahah. okay thats weird. bye!