Rain

It's raining really heavily at 11 and Cheryl's flight was supposed to depart at that time. Luckily her flight was delayed. A mixture of emotions tonight. Had a relaxing day spent at Cheryl place and watched videos and did some light reading. It's sad that Cheryl is leaving for uk so soon and we didn't really get to meet up much though actually I think we met the most amongst all her other friends. I feel a bit bad for being mean to her at the karaoke and the other times I'm mean but yeah. Hahaha! Talked to jiayi about her exchange next sem and I realize how two of my best friends will not be in Singapore with me for 6 months and that's really depressing to some degree. It's not all about how people are leaving because they all come back. It's about missing them even before they leave, it's about missing them when you do fun things you could have done together instead. I've yet to be overwhelmed with a deep need to travel and see all the amazing things the world has to offer, experiences dull when you're not seeing it with people you love. 

I am looking out the window now, I see the glass speckled randomly with rain drops, the sky no longer the pink it was after releasing the bulk of the rain it held on to. Maybe that's what we all will be when we let go of things, we change, we look down, at all that we have left behind, look for it's traces in places we poured out too much, we see it flow off to all those places and realize that the leaving doesn't stop from when it's gone, the leaving only stops before it all comes back again.