You can have everything you want, until you start asking for more than you can have.

Bernard I'll tell you your problem.
No guts
Hannah Really?
Bernard By which I mean a
visceral belief in yourself.
Gut instinct. The part of you
which doesn't reason. The
certainty for which there is no
back reference.


Arcadia, Tom Stoppard

我觉得虽然活着很累可是人生和我的未来会是甜的。

Increased

It's chilly, I'm lying on my bed and strangely I feel very very contented.

I'm thinking of words that describe who I am.
Different. Worn. Wringed. Satisfaction not always guaranteed.

I'm barely holding on to you

You're broken. But not in a way that needs fixing, but rather in a way that makes everything that still flows through extraordinary.

I will love you even if trees fell in a forest and there was no one around to hear them,

Learn to detach

Getting attached doesn’t hurt, detaching is what hurts us. Learn to detach. Be like the Sun, not too far and not too close. Be like a hand in water: allow yourself to experience your feelings as fully as water experiences the hand, then let go completely as water. The water will leave little marks on the hand, just as you will leave little marks on the water. Learn to detach. The Buddhists say, “Don’t cling to things because everything is impermanent.” But by detachment, I mean to allow yourself to experience the joy and the pain. Go all the way through with them, don’t be afraid of the pain or the grief. Don’t be afraid of the vulnerability that loving someone entails. Now you know what pain is, what love is, what grief is, and now you can say, “All right, I know this feeling. It is pain. I don’t have to let it control me, I need to step away from it.”

There is nothing I can say that will lessen the pain. You must let yourself feel the grief but don’t be afraid, don’t let it control you. It will all get better. For every person that leaves our life, someone better comes in.

And remember what Ovid said, “Be patient and tough; one day this pain will be useful to you.”

Source: decembrist.tumblr.com

Learn to detach

Getting attached doesn’t hurt, detaching is what hurts us. Learn to detach. Be like the Sun, not too far and not too close. Be like a hand in water: allow yourself to experience your feelings as fully as water experiences the hand, then let go completely as water. The water will leave little marks on the hand, just as you will leave little marks on the water. Learn to detach. The Buddhists say, “Don’t cling to things because everything is impermanent.” But by detachment, I mean to allow yourself to experience the joy and the pain. Go all the way through with them, don’t be afraid of the pain or the grief. Don’t be afraid of the vulnerability that loving someone entails. Now you know what pain is, what love is, what grief is, and now you can say, “All right, I know this feeling. It is pain. I don’t have to let it control me, I need to step away from it.”

There is nothing I can say that will lessen the pain. You must let yourself feel the grief but don’t be afraid, don’t let it control you. It will all get better. For every person that leaves our life, someone better comes in.

And remember what Ovid said, “Be patient and tough; one day this pain will be useful to you.”

Source: decembrist.tumblr.com

Half emptied

My presentation went so badly today i wish i didn't work hard for it cos it wouldn't have mattered then.

So come take my hand, I want the world to see what you mean to me.

I'm so tired I want to cry:(

Each day is a gift and not a given right.