Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Listening to songs you know the lyrics to are a little strange. Say for example the songs I skip over in my I pod cos I've listened to it to death when it was in my favorable opinion. What about after that? It might remind you of moments or people you identify the songs with. This is especially so with sad love songs, it's absolutely redundant for you to remember it, like I wish I can remember the things that I want to remember. I feel like my memory is getting from bad to worse cos it's like a thumb drive that's running out of memory space( a clever wordplay here), instead of remembering things like people names and things that were in my near past, I remember useless song lyrics to random SHE songs.... No offense to their songs, they are wonderful really, but so so useless. Sometimes I'm so scared that I would really forget important memory considering how bad my memory is this day I'm super scared I'm going to be like that guy from this Korean movie called eraser in my head or smth.... That being said, I'd somehow be relieved of things I don't want to remember since my memory is bad anyway. Sigh... Why am I typing this...
I was telling Lynette today how I felt stable for once, like life isn't going to surprise me with things I couldn't take, like things I have wouldn't change much and how everything would be both beautiful but imperfect simultaneously.

After school I met shi cos she wanted to pass me a present she got from Japan and its a preserved rose, it's really beautiful, thank you shi! It got me thinking how some things can be preserved, not forever, but long enough for you to admire its beauty. Just like certain memories, certain people, they stay in your memory for as long as you remember them but slowly your memory would fade over time. You wouldn't remember the details as well, you wouldn't remember how the person make you feel, you'll only remember things that made an impact, the things that allow you to identify with that person. That's all. That's both tragic and wonderful at the same time. Beautiful memories are not less hateful than things you'd rather forget because it wouldn't last, It never did and before you know it, it will become an obsolete and insignificant part of your life.

Monday, January 21, 2013

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One of the worst thing i've done in my life is told someone 'you don't understand me'. Nobody can ever achieve a decent level of understanding for another human being given how we change every second, so many possibilities, everything is unpredictable. It's not fair to demand for someone to understand you, but i do hope i find people who do or at least people who makes me feel comfortable enough to be myself.

I came across a theory someone came up with, well.... not a theory per say, more of an opinion. He said that to know an opposite sex well, you should talk to her friends cos one reveals most of oneself when one is comfortable and more importantly oneself is affected greatly by the people around he/she. Which is to say, we reflect characteristics of people we are close to, some under conscious effort, some subconsciously. I wouldn't subscribe to this idea totally but i do see its validity to a certain extent.

However, that being said, i guess maybe you shouldn't know too much of someone, in a sense that knowing more might actually affect your judgement for the person especially so if the person has different personalities with different groups of people, not because that person is fake, but rather it might be more viable to act that way?

Well.... I've no idea what i'm trying to say but Shakespeare's words can sum it all up. All the world is a stage. And all the men and women merely players

Saturday, January 19, 2013

I did it for Maria

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Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Thoughts after reading Brida

Soul mates
i think they exist. No. I have faith it exist. I have faith that somewhere out there my soul mates are living life of their own and at the right time, somehow we will meet, we will recognize each other. We might stay, we might leave but we would have recognized that preciousness that fate has bestowed upon us.

Faith
It's too big to explain. i will have to re read the book to get it right. Nevertheless, i get that faith is the light in our darkest night, when we are in despair, in our disappointments and failures we still go on because we know that this is the right thing to do and we will get what we want or what we should have at the end of the road.

Love
I won't ever lose you because i don't possess you. It's more than mastering the art of losing, i think parting is just a way to remind you that leaving doesn't mean it's the end of forever, but kind of like how death could have be seen as a beginning?

Purpose
It has never occurred to me that all paths might lead to the path you are meant to walk in life or that the path you choose to take might lead you to the big question. Why am i here? I think somehow we know what we want out of life, everything in us will lead us to that path, our intuition, our senses, we just have to listen to the voice within us. (I feel rather settled after learning that. People have been placing so much doubts in me when i told them what i'm studying is about construction. I know i may not look the part although i don't know how does one look the part anyway..... but still... i feel it's right. like it's something i might really enjoy.)

Ps: the book mention how you can recognize your soul mate almost at first glance. The special light in the eye , the light on the left shoulder, your senses. I hope i'm not being too romantic about this but i can't imagine if i ever experience this. it would be beyond amazing!

humor me

day 3 of school:

I'm worried for 2 of my modules this sem, potential c+/b-. SIGHHHH

On a bright side, i finished Brida, it's one of the amazing books where you felt like you understood the book but if you were to really think about it you don't understand anything really. This sort of books are the best. i'm still stuck between re-reading Brida or reading other Paulo Coelho books.

Don't you love it when the only decisions you have to make so far is which book you should read and which tutorial time slots you prefer?

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

So....?

Second day of school:
I need to give serious thought in making friends. Is there truly a purpose for it? What I have now is more than good enough and it's not about more, it's more about if I should just let it come naturally. Like I'm starting to wonder if all the friends I made were friends I tried to befriend purposely or we came together naturally cos we all click in certain ways? It should be the latter since not all friends stayed, some we drift apart from, some leave because of various reasons. So does it make sense if I don't go out of my comfort zone in attempting to make friends and see what comes to me as time come?

Sigh... I so wish that life would be simpler in the sense that I seek for what I want and not what I feel I need to have. It should be simpler actually but I'm not making it so....

On a side note, I really should do something about my life. Really jocelyn. Get yourself together and think of why you live and not merely exist.

Monday, January 14, 2013

First day

First day of school I spend my time in lecture tumblring and bidding for my modules cos the lecturer was just going through course requirements and stuff. God knows how I'm going to survive this sem, building science?! It for projects?! I have to work harder this time and I will!!! Just glad I have at least 1 module with Lynette, hopefully we survive the ss mod. Sigh... i really do want to make friends in uni but its so hard, like i inherently doubt if it is genuine and I've more doubts on how long it will last and I really don't want to do that cos in probably thinking too much and being completely unfair to the people i meet by thrusting them with my trust issues and unnecessary suspicions... Well, at least i've the people i love in uni with me which makes everything seem more comforting somehow... sigh... i don't even know why i can't make friends... like i dont even know how i start having such problems or how i realize i have these issues. it would help if i am that sort that doesn't really cared about such stuff and just live with what's given and never think of having more... not the contented sort, but rather the easy going and free sort who doesn't bind oneself with one's or other's expectation?

Plus I really want to do well this sem, but I'm feeling the lazy bones in me. Plus, I've yet to write my new year resolutions out cos I haven't gave it much thought and well... Basically I don't know what I'm doing either... Regardless I'm going to try to make this sem work, the exams seem pretty tight so this means consistent work, even though I'm sure to be pretty bad in thermal and sound insulation and what's not, I think everyone start off on a pretty even ground considering how not everyone is exposed to such stuff right? Ok I can do it. Positive positive.

Came home straight after school cos I was so tired after sleeping for only 5 hours the night before and after having a super heavy lunch and watching crazy stupid love on HBO, I took a nap before finishing the show. And it was such a fitful nap I spend part of my half awake moments trying to connect my phone to the wifi so I can check my balloting results. This I phone 6 is so annoyingly bad at detecting and staying connected to wifi! Nevertheless I had a satisfying nap that amazingly relieved my poor dark eye circles(temporarily) and my tired eyes.

I've no idea why I'm rambling or why I'm typing this out but I feel like sharing my pretty uneventful day. On a side note I like staying at home too much.... Sigh... I will have to sort that out soon and at least get my ass moving by clearing out the stuff in my room and start reading up on lectures and stuff.

Here's to better days ahead in this week:)
Ps: exercise pls

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Ho hey by The Lumineers makes me want to go all boho and dance a tribal dance in my pjs.

I belong with you, you belong with me in my sweet home.

When I'm gone

For years I've seen people found, lost and struggled with love. I'm starting to wish for a piece of this illusive happiness.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

When I'm gone, when I'm gone, you're gonna miss me when I'm gone. You gonna miss me by my walk, you're gonna miss me by my talk, you're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

“And if you were to say ‘come with me’, even now I might go.”

Anonymous

Monday, January 7, 2013

2.05 Am thoughts

One of my favorite songs in 2012 is I won't give up by Jason Mraz and that night at Timber this band covered it so well I wished I have their version on my I pod.

"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I've given you all my love, I'm still looking up, still looking up."

If one never gives up loving another does that mean one was truly in love or one is simply just a stubborn fool?

I was reading a philosophy book I borrowed from the library and I slept after reading less than 10 pages. Is this a sign? Hahaha!

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Maybe it's the air at night, maybe its the warm water that i swallowed to calm my aching tummy, maybe it's the nice smelling cream i applied on my face, maybe it's my soft bed and pillows but i feel better now. i wouldn't say i've learnt to swim, but whilst drowning and swallowing water, tonight i'm able to put down my insecurities and flaws and say that i feel free, i think a part of being happy constitutes freedom.

Good night :)

Friday, January 4, 2013

150: how is your heart lately

It hurts, i don't know why. It is broken in places i cannot fill and it stretches every time i'm reminded of my flaws and things i don't have.
138: one of the nicest things anyone has said to you

Someone once told me that i deserve love and that love would find me one day and for that i thank the person dearly in my heart. 
 116: one guy who means a lot to you

-
115: is it possible to be single and happy

yes and no. 
86: what is the difference between living and existing

The reason to continue existing, the reason that made one live life. 
81: what is your biggest fear

That my life would be just like this, what it is now, what i can only imagine it to be, what it can never ever be and that i would do nothing to change that.
65: one random fact about yourself

When i watch sad scenes in dramas and laugh at how stupid the characters are and then stop and think about how sad it really is and laugh and cry at the same time. 
48: your life story in three words

I am sorry


15: a song that makes you cry and why

In your atmosphere, John Mayer / Yellow, Coldplay

"I'm gonna steer clear cos i'd die if i say you, die if i didn't see you"
i want to experience a love like that, i have yet to. i'm scared of ever having such a love though. Not everyone has large and strong enough hands to hold onto a love that doesn't shatter.

"do you know, for your i'd bleed myself dry, for you i bleed myself dry"
They were all yellow. i think love wouldn't measure up as much as if one day someone would tell me, i yellow you instead of i love you. i don't know why. yellow is not even my favorite color

inspired by Cheryl's post

365 days challenge (from:http://heckyeahtumblrchallenges.tumblr.com/post/6409389349/365-day-challenge )

Day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself


Day 2: something that’s illegal but you think it should be legal

Day 3: what you think your reason for being here is

Day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream

Day 5: something you would change about the world

Day 6: something you would like to change about yourself

Day 7: a show or a movie that has changed you, and how

Day 8: things that make you sad

Day 9: things that make you happy

Day 10: what you think when you hear the words “be yourself”

Day 11: the worst advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given

Day 12: the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given

Day 13: your favorite quote

Day 14: write about something you believe in, anything at all

Day 15: a song that makes you cry and why

Day 16: someone you trust

Day 17: your idol and why you look up to them

Day 18: why you made your blog, why you still have it

Day 19: your thoughts on your family

Day 20: what you think makes someone beautiful

Day 21: everything you wish for in a significant other

Day 22: how you judge intelligence

Day 23: a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why

Day 24: your favorite 10 people right now and why

Day 25: a friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back

Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to

Day 27: a person you wished lived closer and why

Day 28: something you makes you really angry

Day 29: a date you’d love for someone to take you on

Day 30: 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names

Day 31: a bit about your social life outside of tumblr

Day 32: whether you’d rather marry someone who’s rich but ugly, or poor but attractive

Day 33: someone who really hurt you

Day 34: your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate

Day 35: words you live by, why do you like them

Day 36: what you think about your friends

Day 37: who are you

day 38: thoughts on your generation

day 39: wy you think you’ve learned more from the good or the bad

day 40: what are features you get complimented on a lot

day 41: write a letter to yourself stating all the things you love about yourself

day 42: your best friend just died, what is your reaction

day 43: is it possible to lie without saying a word

day 44: when is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right

day 45: when was the last time you tried something new

day 46: what makes you smile

day 47: is the truth always good to hear, why or why not

day 48: your life story in three words

day 49: are you a lover or a fighter

day 50: why you are doing this challenge

day 51: describe your future wedding

day 52: what is the most inspirational thing you’ve ever heard

day 52: if you didn’t have an age, how old would you think you were

day 53: your day, in great detail

day 54: your definition of love

day 55: a passage from a book that has touched you

day 56: something you did as a child that other people remember you for

day 57: what is your definition of happiness

day 58: places you want to visit, and why

day 59: one person you can tell everything to

day 60: a youtube video you absolutely love and describe why

day 61: one of your most prized possessions

day 62: describe your best friend completely

day 63: your views upon gay marriage

day 64: your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before, what do you do

day 65: one random fact about yourself

day 66: if you could switch lives with someone for a day, who would it be

day 67: how you found out about tumblr, and why you made one

day 68: the best concert you have been to

day 69: powerful song lyrics you love

day 70: a celebrity you don’t necessarily enjoy, and why

day 71: differences between you and your best friend

day 72: list of everything you ate today

day 73: a movie you cried in

day 74: how would you describe your style of clothing

day 75: what is one of the best dreams you have ever had

day 76: how do you feel about going green

day 77: what gives you every day inspiration

day 78: would you rather people be honest with you, even if it’s something not good, or lie to you to make you feel good

day 79: why do you feel as though people judge others

day 80: one of your favorite childhood memories

day 81: what is your biggest fear

day 82: would you break the law to save a loved one

day 83: if you had to teach something, what would you teach

day 84: do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength

day 85: if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be

day 86: what is the difference between living and existing

day 87: what are your views upon sex before marriage

day 88: does money equal happiness

day 89: are you self aware

day 90: write a letter to one of your close friends

day 91: name a book you read in school that wasn’t entirely awful

day 92: what have you learned just from attending your school

day 93: what about the opposite sex can you not understand

day 94: do you keep your thoughts to yourself

day 95: describe the weather occurring right now

day 96: what do you love the most about your grandparents

day 97: something you’ve always wondered

day 98: what would be the hardest and most fearful thing you would ever have to face in your lifetime

day 99: do you think it’s better to have a few close best friends or to have a lot of acquaintances

day 100: what is the best thing about being your age

day 101: would you like to travel abroad to learn about new things throughout the world

day 102: life lessons you’ve learned throughout life

day 103: do you believe in love at first sight

day 104: three words you cant go a day without using

day 105: describe your favorite place in the world

day 106: someone you judged by the first impression

day 107: the friendliest personn you knew for only one day

day 108: is it easier to forgive or forget

day 109: if you were a super hero, what kind of powers would you have

day 110: something that makes you happy

day 111: do you wish upon 11:11 even if it may not come true

day 112: what is the most important part in a relationship, do you think

day 113: do you believe that if you want something enough you’ll get it

day 114: do you like when people are protective over you

day 115: is it possible to be single and happy

day 116: one guy who means a lot to you

day 117: if you were to get a tattoo, what would it look like

day 118: what people in your life inspire you the most

day 119: something you hope you never have to do

day 120: what is your zodiac sign and what do you think it means

day 121: what do you think about stereotypes

day 122: which activities make you lose track of time

day 123: do you believe teenagers can fall in love

day 124: have you ever had feelings for someone who was seeing someone else

day 125: have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy

day 126: have you ever been betrayed by someone you trusted

day 127: do you believe in second chances

day 128: what is your life’s purpose

day 129: favorite month of the year and why

day 130: if you were deserted on an island, what would you bring 

day 131: what do you worry about

day 132: do you believe ex’s can be friends

day 133: if you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret, what would you do

day 134: do you have a reason to smile right now

day 135: is change a good thing

day 136: if you were 12 and looked at yourself in the future, would you be happy

day 137: one of your wildest dreams

day 138: one of the nicest things anyone has said to you

day 139: something you can’t wait for

day 140: how do you feel about people disrespecting their parents

day 141: someone who fascinates you

day 142: how have you changed in the past 2 years

day 143: how important you think education is

day 144: are you planning on having children one day

day 145: is it easy to trust others

day 146: is there someone that makes you happy everytime you see them

day 147: what do you think about ignorant people

day 148: do you think more about the past, present, or future

day 149: would you rather love one person or have many short relationships

day 150: how is your heart lately

day 151: would you move to a different country to be with the one you love

day 152: what is one step of action you would take to change the world

day 153: do you think the hardest thing is sometimes the easiest thing

day 154: a moment you felt most satisfied in your life

day 155: what is one achievement you are proud of

day 156: what is a tv show you enjoy the most

day 157: do you like to give or receive

day 158: would you give up all of your presents one christmas time to help others from other countries

day 159: what is one thing you love about photography

day 160: do you go by live, laugh, love

day 161: why is it so much easier being a child, than an adult

day 162: highs and lows of this month

day 163: where is one place you would love to visit

day 164: one thing many people don’t know about you

day 165: favorite type of music

day 166: have you ever had a teacher that changed your life

day 167: funniest movie you have ever seen

day 168: how do you feel about cyber bullying

day 169: what is your life motto

day 170: what is something you notice throughout high school

day 171: one famous guy you would marry in an instance

day 172: what kind of person attracts you

day 173: is there something you laugh at everytime it happens

day 174: how do you think you’re going to act like in 10 years

day 175: songs you listen to when you’re happy

day 176: do you enjoy cooking

day 177: something you’re proud of in the past few days

day 178: a goal you have this weekday 

day 179: how do you feel about discrimination

day 180: what is the most inspiring book you have read181: how did you spend your last birthday?

day 182. why do you think people are so addicted to facebook/tumblr?

day 183: you are told you have one week left to live, how do you spend it?

day 184: when you think of your best friend, what is your first memory? how did you meet them, explain him/her.

day 185: where will you be in ten years?

day 186: have you ever made a time capsule? If yes, with who, do you remember what you put inside? If not, what would you put inside if you had to put something in right now?

day 187: post a picture of yourself, taken today, and five random facts about yourself.

day 188: what are you always carrying around with you?

day 189: list everything you like about yourself, and explain why. What makes you unique?

day 190: put your ipod or mp3 player on shuffle and list the first ten songs/artists. How did you find the music?

day 191: are you excited for anything right now?

day 192: summer or winter? why?

day 193: what are you doing for the next big holiday. (i.e. Christmas, Hanukkah, Thanksgiving, Easter, Passover..)

day 194: what did you do today?

day 195: have you ever had braces/will you ever need braces?

day 196: what is one thing you regret doing?

day 197: do you have a set out path for your future yet?

day 198: a picture taken over ten years ago

day 199: what is the last book you read, why did you read it?

day 200: whatever suits your fancy.( a picture, random facts, what you did today, your plans for tomorrow)

day 201: what are your plans for tomorrow.

day 202: what did you do last saturday?

day 203: what is the last thing you had to save your money for?

day 204: do you have a job, if so, where?

day 205: do you believe in love at first sight? why or why not?

day 206: what’s your favorite band?

day 207: have you ever cried in a movie? which?

day 208: tell us about your family.

day 209: what do you remember most about last winter?

day 210: in a nutshell, what is your daily routine?

day 211: a picture of you and your best friend

day 212: one person you know you can trust?

day 213: the person closest to your heart.. how do you know them?

day 214: what are your feelings on gay marriage?

day 215: a letter to your crush

day 216: list of some of your favorite tumblrs

day 217: a letter to someone who you used to be close to

day 218 : a letter to someone you judged by first impression

day 219: a talent you have

day 220:a picture that makes you smile

day 221:a photography picture taken by you. (credit it!)

day 222: what are you craving right now?

day 223: bad habits of yours.

day 224: a letter to your eight year old self.

day 225: what is the most inspirational thing you have ever heard

day 226: next present holiday wish list

day 227: a letter to the reflection in the mirror

day 228: list ten people you would die for

day 229:write a letter to the person you’re closest to

day 230: what is your favorite memory from before the school age.

day 231: what were your thoughts enter pre-school, kindergarten, middle school, and high school

day 232: how was your last year in school? which grade level was it?

day 232: list the movies you’ll never get sick of watching

day 233: what is the most quotable movie.. list a few of your favorite quotes?

day 234: favorite song as a ten year old?

day 235: if your six year old self looked at you now, what would their reaction be?

day 236: what was your most memorable summer

day 237: who from full house do you relate to most?

day 238: who/what can’t you live without?

day 239: have you changed in the past 200 days?

day 240: what does your name mean according to urban dictionary? were you named after anyone in your family, or does your name mean something special to your parents?

day 241: what name would your parents have named you if you were the opposite sex? did they have a list of names for you?

day 242: 10 most significant events in your life

day 243: what is the last thing you baked?

day 244: a picture taken recently

day 245: what is the compliment you get most, what is the compliment you give most?

day 246: who are you?

day 247: your opinion on drinking/drugs

day 248: who do you text most

day 249: if you died tomorrow.. would you want to tell anyone anything?

day 250: write a short love story

day 251: what inspires you to write?

day 252: list five things that make you happy

day 253: list five things that make you sad

day 254: list your five favorite foods

day 255: list your five favorite drinks

day 256: list five things you want to say to ten different people at this moment

day 257: list five good things about your life

day 258: list five bad things about your life

day 259: list your family members and how they help you daily

day 260: list your five favorite songs

day 261: list what you did/plan to do today

day 262: list your favorite stores

day 263: list how you did your make up today

day 264: how are you wearing your hair

day 265: post a picture of your outfit, or explain it

day 266: an old song you still like

day 267: when you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?

day 268: an overused saying?

day 269:how are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?

day 270: what would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?

day 271: who makes your happier than anyone else?

day 272: what was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?

day 273: seven things that cross your mind a lot.

day 274: six things you love

day 275: five songs you like.

day 276: four things you wish you could say, but might never.

day 277: three things you miss

day 278: two things you want.

day 279: one story of a memory you have.

day 280: what was the last movie you watched, write about it

day 281: someone you would switch lives with for a day and why

day 282: if you were stranded on an Island, who would be with you and which limited 10 items would you two have?

day 283: describe your perfect date

day 284: write the differences between you and your best friend

day 285: what got you into this challenge?

day 286: a picture of what you wore today

day 287: a silly picture of you/ you & your friends

day 288: last post you made on Tumblr that doesn’t involve a challenge?

day 289: write a letter to your followers

day 290: a video you would usually watch on Youtube

day 291: what did you eat today?

day 292: recommend a few Tumblr’s and write why you recommended them.

day 293: when you look outside step outside your front door of the house, what do you see? 

day 294: something that inspires you

day 295: things you’re looking forward to next week -month

day 296: create a collage of your pictures you take in 1 day and post them up.

day 297: when did you start wearing makeup?

day 298: do you like to dress up or dress down for school

day 299: who’s on the left of your locker who’s on the right? do you like them?

day 300: your celebrity crush

day 301: who is your favorite actor/actress and why?

day 302: post a picture of your makeup from today!

day 303: last time you were sick, what did you have?

day 304: What is your favorite kind of soup?

day 305: which grade was your favorite? why?

day 306: what are the most distinct memories from preschool age and younger?

day 307: what are the memories you have when you think of kindergarten?

day 308: what are the memories you have from first grade?

day 309: what are the memories you have from second grade?

day 340: what are the memories you have from third grade?

day 341: what are the memories you have from forth grade?

day 342: what are the memories you have from fifth grade?

day 343: the last person you texted— how do you know them?

day 344: post a picture of yourself today

day 345: write a letter to your best friend

day 346: what are your favorite type of shoes? why?

day 347: are you getting bored of this challenge?

day 348: what’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve done lately?

day 349: what’s the way to win your heart?

day 350: do you have any hard, life-changing choices to make, anytime soon?

day 351: are you addicted to facebook?

day 352: do you know anyone with an outie belly button? who?

day 353: what quote do you live by?

day 354: last time you cried, why was it?

day 355: honestly, do you know all the words to your countries national anthem?

day 356: what is your dream job?

day 357: as a kid did you want to be a ninja turtle and/or power ranger? which color?

day 358: are you as addicted to tumblr as you were a year ago?

day 359: describe what you normally do on a weekly basis. A little bit about your social life outside of the internet.

day 360: a picture of what you wore today

day 361: If you won the lottery, honestly, how would you spend the money?

day 362: what is the biggest lie you’ve ever told. why’d you tell it?

day 363: do you know what your first post on tumblr was?

day 364: have you changed much in the past year?

day 365: look back to your first post of this challenge, asking ‘Post a picture of yourself and tell us your hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days’ did you achieve any of these goals? And post a picture.