time of our lives

I've just watched hai pai tian xin.
sigh this week episode is so freaking sad! and the thing is they didnt even meet like face to face after da lang became handsome. i cant wait for next week episode! i think da lang is so much nicer than the new da lang but i guess he cant save innocent and stupid forever. sigh, i just wish he has more da lang moments, cause thats when i love him the most! & rainie is so poor thing this week! i hate her mum! so mean to pull them apart. sigh. i just can't wait for next week episodeeee!
Anyway, i've got a job alrdy. although the pay is rather low, at 4 dollars per hour. oh, and its at a bakery near my house so i just walk there and back. it was the first time yesterday and my legs hurt like hell. imagine standing for 7 hours! i've learnt to operate the cashier which is really fun! hahah. i've learn to pack the breads into their plastic bag and cut bread into equal pieces using this really scary machine. this machine reminds me of the sec 2 days where u use it to chop the wood or smth. its constantly vibrating and it looks like it can chop ur fingers into pieces!!! i was so scared to operate it at first but after the first 2 times it gets better. another hard part is carrying the tray of bread everytime it just come out of the oven! its sooo hot u can not imagine! but i manage rather well although inside i'm so damn scared and cursing. i was just slightly burned but it was okay after awhile. hahah and not to mention i have to sweep and mop the floor. which is i think the second time i ever mop in my entire life. sigh, sweeping and mopping is so tiring cause it gives u back aches.
Nevertheless, i made a really nice friend! her name is alicia and shes from china. shes super nice and friendly and she help me so much.
Okay, this sums up my first day working. i have to work again later. sigh i dont know if i should be happy or what cause at least now i'm occuppied. and i sleep so well at night.
okee dokeeee bye!

pss
Shi, yup we should have a bbq or chalet soon! u are coming back tmr right! hahha. u come back than discuss bah. miss u! and i want to see ur photos. watch hai pai tian xin soon!

heart

sometimes it seems like no matter what you do,
you have a way of creeping back to my heart.
but who am i kidding, you have always matter, more than anything else in the world.

i've just read Renice blog.
Dear renice,
u seriously think i dont care?! you meant more than anything in the world to me.
rollerblading at your house block and making you take off the skates while hugging the pillar.
primary 5 where we cried when we know we wouldnt be in the same class and people think we are crazy?! primary 6, chinese lessons at 6E class where we would sit at the back of the classroom and converse in baby voices and write in our notebook. after school hcl lessons where we would fight and pretend that we dont care about each other cause our pride is to big for us to apologise to each other. And hiding at level 4 staircase listening to our mp3 and crying over jerks. and preparing for prom and sleeping and talking and swimming and eating bee hoon over at my house. and crying non stop at the end of prom and hugging each other so tightly that ppl think we are crazy again.
how can i forget all that we have shared?
you mean so much to be darling+best friend x5
always have, always will

even when they try to take us down

Hello!
life has been kind of good. but slightly boring. hahah but i'm enjoying just being lazy and watching videos after videos.
watching America next top model is great. i think the most amazing thing is that some girls are not that pretty but they can look so good in front of the camera. and the most amazing thing of cycle 13 is that everyone have to be 5 ft 7 and below. which is i think less than 170 cm? its so cool right! not that i ever want to be a model. its that its only fair that everyone of any height can dream of being a model. sigh. i think its so cool that tyra banks care to make every girl dreams come true. haha. i hope that i can be like that one day. like able to help people realise their dreams. sigh. hahah. i dream la.
okee dokeee. bye!



We're all grown up now but still playing hide and seek.

want my revenge

Prom was okay. but not awesome, pictures another day perhaps.
life is so boring now i'm practically dying.
i spend the whole day catching up on all the gossip girl episodes i missed and i cant wait for the next episode.
i should probably find something to do soon.
okeee dokeeee, bye

how much longer

Now that o levels is over, i'm having mix feelings about it.
i miss being so damn busy cause then i will be able to appreciate every moment i get to relax. now, i can't even do something that seems productive. maybe cause i dont have lists to follow now, dont have stuff i've to do, must do.
sigh. i'm practically dying from boredom. pet society is getting too boring. watching dramas hurt my eyes and i have this constant ache at the back of my neck. i'm so irritated!
But back to more interesting stuff, prom is like 2 days away! i'm so excited, i think i've got a perfect dress, which i send shi and cheryl the pics. hahah. i'm excited from prom. it reminds me of the prom i had back in p6. it was kind of silly but sweet. so many stuff that happened and didnt. primary school has always held a special place in my heart, i guess it always will. but i think its time to move on.
i've everything i need in my life now. i'm going to find a new passion for the coming two months. maybe a job or i can go do something meaningful.
now, the only i look forward to is getting my results and pray i get into mj and not disappoint daddy and mummy with my o level results.
till then, i guess i can just do whatver i want...
hahaha, okay i'll come to update after prom, with pics!

pss. i love lady gaga Bad Romance, and shes performing on gossip girl, how cool is that?!

you say it best, when you say nothing at all

hey.
times are passin so fast and o levels will be over in one week time.
sigh. i didnt know how well i did this time but as mummy says, i must have positive thoughts and than positive things will come to me! hahah!
okay. i must jiayou! for this remaining week. i can do it!