You are like twenty-two girls in one

On the way to school now and classes have been ok, rebekah joined us and it is really nice having everyone know everyone. Hahaha. Life still sucks in a certain way but I'm trying to be positive. I know that god wouldn't give anyone anything he/she can handle. You just have to be strong enough till then. 

Annoyingly, I'm sleeping so much more now cos my eyes still hurt. I have got to go to the optometrist soon. I should already start making notes and all but I'm still not doing it. Ok, I'm not going to allow myself to fall behind this sem, I have to start working hard. Besides that, I've been toying with the idea of losing weight. I think I can lose like 5-8 to look ideal? I'm not sure yet, I probably have to slot morning jogs since classes start late late for most of the days. Other than that, I miss the girls, we were trying to throw out days we can meet but tiara nights are packed with dance. For six nights a week, that's crazy but I admire her passion. Kexin's idea for a picnic with us talking and eating sounds wonderful and the picnic idea has been around since last year but we have yet to do it. It's so strange how people don't remember what to do with their time when they have time. 

Friday would be dinner with Cheryl and people from f10 and Hildy and jiayi. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone. You never see your friends often enough. Sigh.... With Cheryl going away on the 14 th and zing on the 6th, I feel like I'm only getting a taste of what my twenties and thirties would be like. People are going to start working overseas and flying around and we would see each other even less frequently. But what to do right. Hahaha

John mayer's new album was just like paradise valley, country and full on positivity and walking towards the supposed 'right' direction of life. I don't know, I love the depressed heartbreak warfare album and continuum. But I like seeing him grow up too. I remember him saying how its like no matter how he celebrate his birthday every year he still feel like he's 26 or something. Can you imagine, being 20 for 3 years? I don't know, I mean I feel each year is different. It doesn't feel different on my birthday but it's different each year somehow. It's nice growing up together with my favorite singer but he's way too ahead. 

I have no idea why I'm typing this chunk of thoughts out but I'm trying to spend my train rides alone contemplating about myself. Hahaha! Have a great day!