After school I met Vivien to catch up and she pointed out how my eye bags are huge. Hahaha! But I slept so much:( my eyes feel so strained recently. I think I probably have to wear specs or get those health supplements that strengthen the eye power or something. Anyway, we had lazy talks and walks and time just passed so swiftly. I walked her to her gym and cue awkwardness as she refilled my bottle for me.... Hahaha. Anyway, I was telling Vivien how i'm having these issues with losing stuff recently. Like I will freak out and until I find it back I can't sleep or stop thinking about it. Like I will get too anxious and overly stubborn about it. I thought I'm about to have a nervous breakdown or a psychological problem but according to our psychology student I might be having OCD. And this could be due to the stress I'm facing or the changes in my life that i'm trying to control or overcome. I was like woahhhh. Okay.... But yeah. So I'm going to try to talk myself out of this anxiety issues I have and probably be less worked up over a lost pen the next time? On a side note I'm enjoying school so far and I like that. Everyone has been nice and I feel like I'm making genuine conversations and opening up to my friends in uni and that's really nice. I'm already making small notes on lectures and of course I could do more but I'm trying to do it at a comfortable pace. I'm ready to change, really and I hope this sticks. I hope I'm not being too deliberate about facing all my problems and being too tensed over stuff. I should be fine. Right? Yes:)
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
You and me we got our own sense of time
Second day of school today cos there wasn't school on Tuesday. Had only Construction Techonology and I went in thinking well this is probably going to bore the hell out of me but I was so wrong. I felt like I learnt so much but too little about what the prof was trying to paint about construction techniques used and the implications it has. I was genuinely intrigued. And I was surprised. Pleasantly surprised though. I like how he has a dorky sense of humor that made him laughable and it makes me learn.... Easily I guess. I'm looking forward to more of this lecture :)
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