Everything's not lost

Tired of feeling weak. Even my knuckles ache. I am starting to miss the energy I get everytime I lace up my sport shoes knowing all I have to do is move ahead. The things I leave behind doesn't matter. At least for that hour or so. That seems like the only way to get off of all the dreariness of the daily life.

Anyhow, Coldplay's everything's not lost is on repeat and just really the song that gets me going. I tip my head up to the sky, let the light guide me out of the darkness and in that moment of closing eyelids and tears that comes from yawns and fatigue, I think I believe in everything there is about the world and I'm starting to understand how everything in my life is slowly alchemizing and I am no longer who I was but everything that I am.