All kinds of blue

On my way to Kexin house to get cupcakes from Kexin. Oh! I just bought my first love bonito dress from a carouseller, which was a rather swift and slightly awkward experience. 

Work went by quickly today cos I sat in for a meeting that lasted for 2 hours. Dozed off for a bit while writing minutes but I don't think I was caught! The boss is so nice though. The teleconference took 20 minutes to get through and he apologized to me. I mean.... I'm just an intern right. Hahaha! After the meeting he asked me how much of it I understood. Well, the fact that the opposite party was Thai and had a pretty strong accent and I know half pass nothing, I would say, almost nothing. Hahaha! And he was like 10%? I just see you scribbling away. Hopefully I'm going to be learning more each day and feel less hopeless. Going to site tomorrow for the entire day and I'm not looking forward to it to say the least... Regardless, I've been pretty pumped up cos I did pretty decently this sem. I'm hoping I'll achieve my target next sem and pull my cap to 2nd lower honors and I'm so glad this sem made me closer to the goal. I really had no idea how I screwed up year 1 that badly but it's ok, I'm going to try my best and just do as well as I can manage.

I read this thought catalog article that says that in order to be more interesting and happy, you've to keep pushing your boundaries and trying all sorts of things you've never tried before. I'm probably the most boring person around. I'm the least adventurous and I hate trying anything beyond my comfort zone but I've had many different experiences where I actually enjoyed something new I tried so I'm going to be looking out for new things to try out this summer! Since exercising I feel my energy going up but because I've been watching my calories intake I feel so hungry at times it's almost sad. Regardless I like the breathlessness when I run, feeling my heart pump hard, the sweat down my forehead, I feel alive and I feel that I'm fighting to being alive. It's not just about losing weight. I think it's probably not going to be that easy for me to lose all the weight I hope to lose but I understood what those articles meant with lifestyle change. It's waking up and living with a bit more zest and energy. Plus I'm doing something I never thought I would get down to doing, so that's a bonus!