Thursday

3.25 am.
I fell asleep at 9. Woke up and now I can't go back to sleep. I miss being so tired my eyelids close uncontrollably. I try to force them open, to look at my phone an reply texts but I can't.

It's like you're slowly letting go of the rope, going down bit by bit before you lose conscious. I like that feeling, feeling myself completely relaxed and letting go and submitting to sleep.

Take me away.