Disoriented

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You called. I was surprised while I stared at my screen. I didn't want to pick up but I knew what it was like to wait on the other side.

I couldn't hear what you were saying, I didn't know why you called. I couldn't recognize your voice, you sound weird.
I feel weird. You asked if I could hear the guys laughing at you in the background. I pretended I couldn't understand what you were saying.

When people have time to think, they know just what to say.

When the call ended, I was confused. I still didn't know why you called and I don't want to know why. I thought i was very clear. A part of me know I shouldn't have answered. I shouldn't have answered.
You no longer confuse me. I think you've slightly shaken my control. I hate that. I hate what I think you make me feel.

I wish I was asleep.