So....?

Second day of school:
I need to give serious thought in making friends. Is there truly a purpose for it? What I have now is more than good enough and it's not about more, it's more about if I should just let it come naturally. Like I'm starting to wonder if all the friends I made were friends I tried to befriend purposely or we came together naturally cos we all click in certain ways? It should be the latter since not all friends stayed, some we drift apart from, some leave because of various reasons. So does it make sense if I don't go out of my comfort zone in attempting to make friends and see what comes to me as time come?

Sigh... I so wish that life would be simpler in the sense that I seek for what I want and not what I feel I need to have. It should be simpler actually but I'm not making it so....

On a side note, I really should do something about my life. Really jocelyn. Get yourself together and think of why you live and not merely exist.