First day

First day of school I spend my time in lecture tumblring and bidding for my modules cos the lecturer was just going through course requirements and stuff. God knows how I'm going to survive this sem, building science?! It for projects?! I have to work harder this time and I will!!! Just glad I have at least 1 module with Lynette, hopefully we survive the ss mod. Sigh... i really do want to make friends in uni but its so hard, like i inherently doubt if it is genuine and I've more doubts on how long it will last and I really don't want to do that cos in probably thinking too much and being completely unfair to the people i meet by thrusting them with my trust issues and unnecessary suspicions... Well, at least i've the people i love in uni with me which makes everything seem more comforting somehow... sigh... i don't even know why i can't make friends... like i dont even know how i start having such problems or how i realize i have these issues. it would help if i am that sort that doesn't really cared about such stuff and just live with what's given and never think of having more... not the contented sort, but rather the easy going and free sort who doesn't bind oneself with one's or other's expectation?

Plus I really want to do well this sem, but I'm feeling the lazy bones in me. Plus, I've yet to write my new year resolutions out cos I haven't gave it much thought and well... Basically I don't know what I'm doing either... Regardless I'm going to try to make this sem work, the exams seem pretty tight so this means consistent work, even though I'm sure to be pretty bad in thermal and sound insulation and what's not, I think everyone start off on a pretty even ground considering how not everyone is exposed to such stuff right? Ok I can do it. Positive positive.

Came home straight after school cos I was so tired after sleeping for only 5 hours the night before and after having a super heavy lunch and watching crazy stupid love on HBO, I took a nap before finishing the show. And it was such a fitful nap I spend part of my half awake moments trying to connect my phone to the wifi so I can check my balloting results. This I phone 6 is so annoyingly bad at detecting and staying connected to wifi! Nevertheless I had a satisfying nap that amazingly relieved my poor dark eye circles(temporarily) and my tired eyes.

I've no idea why I'm rambling or why I'm typing this out but I feel like sharing my pretty uneventful day. On a side note I like staying at home too much.... Sigh... I will have to sort that out soon and at least get my ass moving by clearing out the stuff in my room and start reading up on lectures and stuff.

Here's to better days ahead in this week:)
Ps: exercise pls