Maybe it's the air at night, maybe its the warm water that i swallowed to calm my aching tummy, maybe it's the nice smelling cream i applied on my face, maybe it's my soft bed and pillows but i feel better now. i wouldn't say i've learnt to swim, but whilst drowning and swallowing water, tonight i'm able to put down my insecurities and flaws and say that i feel free, i think a part of being happy constitutes freedom.

Good night :)