where is the love

Hello, today is a horrible day. i hate/love gossips. sometimes you find out about things you never knew, and then you get sad, disappointed, confused. i've always though i could trust the peopple i trust, that i know them, and that they know me. but why do people do things that hurt others, purposely? i dont get that. i dont remember a time where i hurt someone intentionally. like even if u hurt someone, it wasnt on purpose. i just dont get why living is so hard, like what ode says, school is war. mj is srsly like a battelfield. i think i actually hate this school, and its only redeeming quality is the friends i've there.
i dont get it why i have so many problems, like the workload and studies are already enough to suffocate me, but i've to worry and think about such stuff.
i think its me,my fault. i shouldnt care anymore, like why bother trying to be nice when people dont care. i'm fucking tired. like srsly, i think all i will do now is study. dont think, i must stop thinking, cause the more you think, the larger the problem seems to be and the sadder you get.
life is horrible.

if you could hear me, i would say our finger prints don't fade from the lives we touched