Saturday, July 24, 2010

what has happened to lulu,mother. what has happened to lu

Hello,
there is something wrong with me.
no, everything about me is wrong.
why do i feel like i'm losing my grip, losing my hold on my life. my own life.
i can't wake up whenever i fall asleep. i think its my way of escaping from reality. and when i wake up, everything seems to be a blur, a rush.
i've lost control.
why does everything have to be so hard,
or why can't i be stronger?
my promos is coming so soon, i feel death looming over my head practically every min of my life.
yet, i cant gather enough strength to fight on.
what has happened to me

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