Hello, today i went for paradigma at ajc and we had to wear the blazer and court shoes and everything and i swear, heels make me go crazy. i cant walk in them. like i was always walking the slowest and the rest would be like waiting for me. i'm like the world's most lousy heels walker. hahahah!! The talk was rather inspirational, i think their research paper were really good, with little faults, and though it was slightly boring, i especially enjoyed the talk by one of the panelist who was srsly so witty and humorous, and what he said was true. we cant just wait for national identity to evolve, we just cant wait for the government to help us develop it. we should do it ourself. start by doing something small and even though it doesnt affect the community on a large scale, if everyone make a small effort, singapore would be a wonderful place to live in! But the problem is we're srsly too pragmatic. i dont deny being pragmatic, like everything you do, you must reap benefits from it, you must get something in return. and the fact that we've the heck care attitude towards everything except those that matters to us make things worse. i'm worried about international friendship day, like what can i do to make a difference in mj, how can i let everyone see the importance of the friendship and bond between different races.
i can have thousands ideas in my mind, but can i make it come true at the end of the day. sigh i srsly dont know.
and today is kind of like a bad day. like although they say ppl on the average usually get 3 U. but it doesnt seems so. like there are so many people doing well, and i just dont know what have i been doing to improve and to make sure i pass my promos and promote. i dont know what i need, a wake up call or someone there to moivate me constantly? life is confusing like that. you never know what you want. till its too late.
sigh. i think i'm getting emo. i should start on my math tutorial. byeeee
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