Maybe we don't need that. We don't need someone who understands our pain, our hurt, our sadness and our regrets. Maybe we need someone who badly wants us to be there, so we have a reason to look at our reflection and see why living is not only for ourselves, but for the people we care more about than our pain. Maybe this is why everyone continues living. Office, 9 am, work work work, lunch, work work work, finish work, dinner, -, sleeps. 24 hours a day. Some people spend it fully involved in realizing their dreams, someone out there working on the next technology product that will change your lifestyle. Some spend it watching videos, letting their mind be engaged by action while staying inactive. Some go out, start running and climbing mountains. Some fill their hours meeting someone who would similarly fill their hours in company, talking, listening, lack of listening, quarreling, crying and hurting. Some, think about all the action, all that could happen at once and wonder which would be a wiser choice without thinking how regardless of what one chose in the end, one would have lost the time spent on choosing, on waiting and on blind belief that what is yours is yours. I've seen how some people steal things, right under the noses of the owners, so self righteous and fighting with demons only in spare hours left alone to their thoughts, the thrill and glamour and declaration all enclosing what happened and what did not happen. You know how there was a lady Rosalyn before Romeo met Juliet? You know how in a seemingly smooth political  rally there are writers and analysts behind the scenes planning each step, the words, the color of the ties, the pace. Everything is and could possibly be orchestrated. This is why everything has value. And why even when a beautifully wrapped gift is right in front of you, you don't unwrap it, you wait and unwrap it when it has the most value. Don't cheapen it, don't cheapen yourself. What is yours is never yours, don't realize it only after you lose it.