What I need.

You would call me love in different languages, French, Spanish, Italian or Latin. I would laugh and be amazed at your immense knowledge of random things of the world. Every time you leave my side, you would come up with a cheesy and silly pick up line when you return and I will give you various reactions each time. I could giggle or gush over you like a star struck teenager or pretend to be insulted and tease you with mock anger. We would then hold hands and walk around aimlessly with moments of comfortable silence and only speaks words worth telling one another. You would fill my notebook with thoughtful quotes and I will read them on my way home. You would buy me raincoat when it rains so we could laugh and run under the rain without getting wet. We would look at the city lights from a roof of a building and it would be so stunning and bright that you thawed a corner of my cold, cynical heart. Ad that corner would be marked with your name even when we part ways. On another night we would both be unable to fall asleep and decide to catch the sunrise. We would go to the nearest beach and catch the sunrise but not really seeing it because we would finally be sleepy and fall asleep in each other arms. By 8 we would wake and eat a scrumptious breakfast where you would give me half of your eggs because I love eggs and I would give you the ham or bacon. We would then go sleep off the rest of the morning and spend the afternoon and early night reading. I might be reading a Murakami's book and be filled with a sense of bleakness and nostalgia but instead of comforting words you would hug me so tightly that you would fill the spaces with your warmth. There goes another corner of my heart. We would have comfort food and walk down the beach. Instead of scrawling I love you on the sand you would scrawl I would always remember the way you make me feel because we both know love was never enough. It stopped being enough since we tell I love you to people easily. We would surprise each other with silly gifts such as a graceful frog or a clumsy swan because we both appreciate sarcasm and cynical events of the world. And instead of conventional rings we would wear antique rings because we appreciate history and the stories of past lovers. If we were to be overwhelm with love or a need to be with one another for the rest of our lives, we would get married in a quaint island with friendly islanders and a beautiful scenic view. I would wear a beautiful white dress and have flyaway hair and sand on my feet because we both got married barefooted. We would have wedding photos with nature in the background filled with trees or wild flowers or the beach or sky or mountains. Instead of hoping we would be together forever we would hold on to the present and appreciate every moment we can be together. We would both grow older and younger together and no matter what we would always love each other.