i thought i wanted mj. i did. i swear i wanted it so badly. till i realise so many people i dont ever want to see in my whole freaking life is going there too.
i thought this could be a new start. i could leave my past behind. i could forget and move on. But now, i'm held back. by who i used to be. by everything that used to mean so much to me.
four years.
just when i thought i had everything properly mapped out. everything nicely planned, things have to change.
i'm so confused now.
I'm not going to worry. everything is going to turn out fine.
i'm going to be okay.
But the thought of starting school is horrible. without cheryl nonsense, without shi and ju so close by. without amanda and zq and carina and emm. sigh. at least i have ode! hahah.
I'm going to make it work. make mj work. make everything change.
I CAN DO IT!!!
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EH, u knw u were like saying without blahblahblah and then i was thinking "OMG STUPID JOCE FORGET ME" then i realise... i'm no longer in tkgs!i'm GOING MJ WITH U! hahah.okay, but u have sharon. i think i'm gg to lone ard man. and i dunnoe why, but your post always seems to be EXACTLY what i'm feeling. you THINK you can have a fresh new start,restart your life or smth,but it all turns out the other way. HAHAH.
ReplyDeleteDont worry, everything is gonna be fine. Dont dwell/imagine what might happen, cause you will never know. & no matter what, you still have me; we're gonna deal with whatever that comes our way together. RELAX! (:
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