Met jia yi and sharon and we took bus to school today. the bus is so cramped and like the roads are so jammed and the bus is soooo slow! i have this bad feeling that i'll be like late. so i think i should just wake up early and like have breakfast there or study there. hahah. i know i sound like a nerd right. thats my aim No 2! my aim No 1 is to just not retain. aim No 2 is to be a nerd. but like if i dont want to retain i should be like a nerd first? hahah. okay. anyway, i'm thinking of joining drama club but like i feel i'm not that cut out for it. cause like i'm probably slightly dramatic and just a tweeny bit bimbotic, but like it does not mean i can actually act in front of an audience or during auditions. maybe i should join like something else instead...
anyway, as i was sitting in the bus today i felt so sad as i was smsing shi. i can't believe i was glad of leaving tk. like its the only place i want to be in. i miss like being with shi and ju and cheryl and amanda and carina and emmm. ): i miss zing tooooo! i actually love to hug you! like i dont exactly love hugs but i love hugging you.
nevertheless, i'm in mj now. i cant be a coward and like just keep to myself. BE SPONTANEOUS! make friends, bond! i can do it. & i hope i dont blush! like i suddenly keep getting red neck and ears?! and like i must talk to whoever i sit beside tmr. i talked to this girl called josie from st nics. shes nice and like mature type. i must be like her. mature, not bimbo. yes. no screaming and jumping excitedly and like talking like a bimbo. i can do it!
okay, wish me luck! i need it alot tmr.
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