13/14 January 2014

Had my first two days of school and the classes are so daunting and I don't feel confident about doing better:( but it's ok, it only the initial stage. It will get better I'm sure! I must have faith and put in enough effort! I feel closer to my uni clique this time. Sometimes I feel like I've slowly evolved into someone who doesn't make friends easily.... I hate being so closed up and cynical but sometimes it's just my coping mechanism. Have a elective with jiayi and it's proven to be boring but my eye candy is in the same class too! And he's still in sg, what are the odds. It's fated. I kid. Hahaha. On a side note, can life get better already:( I feel so.... Suffocated with all the negative thoughts swimming in my head and I can't do anything about it. Ok.... This post has nothing to be thankful for... But I thank god for my amazing parents who provided so much for me in life and for the opportunities and comfort they have given to me. I think about them and it makes me want to work hard for my future so they can have as much as they have given me. And I can do it.