Woke up at 10 cos the sun was shining too brightly. Was supposed to meet Vivien at lucky plaza at 12 but I was late again. Sighhhh. Anyway we had yong tau foo and it was delicious. Like really good, which was surprising cos I didn't expect lucky plaza to have good yong tau foo. We walked around and chatted and shopped. Well, window shopped. Then we met z cos I had to pass him the book and Vivien is such a natural crowd winner. (Phew)that it wasn't awkward. I've talked about him with ode and Vivien and really all I can say is that he's okay. Is okay bad? It isn't right? Vivien agreed and said he was nice. He makes me.... Comfortable. Not like safe and secured or anything. Just comfortable. It's strange really. But nice I guess. He's a nice person but today as I was reading some random parts of Norwegian Wood, I felt like I could relate to some of the female characters. Like the quiet desperateness they give out. Except I don't foresee myself committing suicide. I just imagine myself, living life as it is. I wonder if in my bid to find someone mine, hoping that he wouldn't be a liability, that we would lift each other up, what if i am the liability? What if I'm the one weighing him down? Then what would I do? Would I walk away or leech onto a rock I could presumably rely on?
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