This week has been slightly hellish. There are nice moments and all but I feel so held back.
Contemplating not going to school for the rest of next week to study but I know it's not going to work that way.
I feel so claustrophobic now. Like I don't want to meet people, to talk, to think, to do whatever the shit people do together. I'm sick of my bed and the comfort it gives me cos i don't want to leave it. I'm tired of the stuff people say that affect me. Tired if the exams and exams and exams and the thoughts of my future and stuff that might change by next year and really... It's all so not worth it isn't it? Life. Like is it a gift if you don't want it?
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