Frightening

I think it's hard to say what I feel sometimes.
I think that some people can be so detestable, so mean and unkind.
I think the unknown is scary, the future and what is to come is frightening.
I think that sometimes there is no point in making friends with new people because I know part of who they are with little things they say.
I think I judge people way too harshly and it makes people I don't know seem severely flawed.
I think I'm scared of disappointment and rejection.
I think the fact that I agree with the quote "people live alone and they die alone. Everything is just an illusion" is scary.
I think I'm having too much alone time and it's making me think too much.
I think I've fears I need to think about and talk myself out of.
I think I am once again tired. Tired of life and the disappointment it throws in my face constantly.