A place in this world

A Place In This World
by Taylor Swift


I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do


I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world



i just heard this song, but its probably out ages ago, and i felt like i'm expereiencing the same thing. not knowing what you want, not knowing what you need, not knowing what is coming up. sometimes i think i think too little. its ironic how i think too much for stuff that i can undo, stuff that i can't redo. while i think too little for the future. maybe i should think more. about what i want. and then maybe i will be better than i am now. i think i'm in such a sorry state. its painful to be me. i feel like such a failure. no directions, no aspirations, nothing. i've nothing. imagine this world, filled with so many many things out there while i have nothing.
unbelievable.