Hello. It has been awhile since i'm here.
I think i'm getting used to mj, getting used to being away from my besties although my heart still misses them everytime i'm reminded of how things used to be.
Watching the latest episode of gossip girl taught me smth. well, gg dont just teach you nonsense okay. Blair and Chuck broke up and yaddah yaddah yaddah. She want to make him jealous by kissing another guy, but she didnt. Instead she realise that by kissing someone else doesnt change the fact that she still loves Chuck. She faced the truth. Which makes her so strong and beautiful at that scene. how she told Chuck, "one day i'm going to kiss someone. and when i do that, i do it for myself.". shes so strong, so brave, so right.
i wish i can be like her sometimes. step back, take a look at myself, what i'm doing, how i'm living my life. i think my life sucks now. but so what? its no big deal as compared to so many others out there. i'm so lucky, my parents are the best. even when daddy hurt his arm and he couldnt fetch me home, he told me sorry. gosh, i felt so so so touched. my parents are the most selfless people on earth. always putting us before themselves, sometimes i feel like i could never love them as much as they love me.
i'm so lucky. so what if i'm not the smartest prettiest girl. i've more than that. i've my parents love and their belief in me. with them, and all my friends beside me, i can do anything i set my heart to.
To everyone who loves me and have been there for me and is currently lost and tired of life,
Never Give Up. Cause you have me! and everyone else behind you!
okay, after such an inspiring post, i have to fall back to reality.
have PI to rushed. YES I CAN DO IT. I WILL FINISH YOU YOU IDIOT PI. MUHAHAHAHA
For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.
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