School has been really tiring.
i can't catch up with a math and e math.
and i've done horribly this term.
Miss yeo has this innate ability to tell what you're thinking from your expression. its scary in a way cause she probably could see every single shit you're currently thinking. i guess its experience. i'm surprised she haven't talked to me yet. But i guess she will be soon. its like you're having a conversation with someone who knows what you're thinking in your head. its scary. whatever. all i want to do now is just forget about everything and bake heart shaped cookies with pale pink icing and read my storybooks and just freaking screw up O's.
But i guess i just have to just work hard, work harder. and just believe in myself. Anyway,i went home alone today, which gives me time to think over stuff. yesterday i went home and sharon with abi and sharon said i seemed to be in this bubble which she can't poke through. i was lost in my thoughts i guess. i didn't even hear them calling me.
&today, as i walked home. it started to rain small little dops of rain. its peaceful, cause everything else didn't seem to matter at that moment.
the rain relaxes me.
sigh. i'm really really confused now.
till then... bye
"Damn it, kate, what else do you want?"
"Nothing you can give me. Nothing we can give each other."
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