Fairy frogs

It's 2.36am. My lids are heavy and closing more frequently. Looking at the reports and post about MH370 and random posts about saving marine creatures just make me realize how there are so many problems out there and some days all my worries are so self centered, looking through websites for internship or part time jobs to spend the summer wisely, worrying about not being able to get a job, worrying about money, worrying about all the things that would only affect me. Sometimes I fear that despite what I think, I'm still a frog living in a well. Thinking about the flies and insects that hover only at the span of my eye and never once thinking of jumping out to see all the other flies and opportunities I am missing out on. 

It scares me how life is going by so quickly now. The crazy thought that this is now the prime time of my life and how I should  try to live it as gloriously as I could. Yet all I bother to do is let my eyes shut it all out as I retreat back to my well.