Selfish

I've tried sitting down, thinking hard, what I really want, something I need that's not what others have and I don't which made me want them, something that would make me feel better about the world, something that would make me happier, better, lighter. Something that would fill me with the breathes that life sucked out of my lungs, something that would flow into my bloodstreams and make me heart beat with a reason.

They say that people don't actually want to do good. They just want people to see them doing good so they would find them good and ultimately feel good about themselves.

Do you see that in yourself?