I just exercised for an hour. It's tough... Exercising... Losing weight. But it's quite futile cos I don't want to lose weight that badly. Life after a levels is not as liberating as expected. Maybe it's cos I still have an mcq paper but I think it's more of the situation of boredom you are thrown into after having endless things to do. Dramas are not that interesting, your mind is thinking about so many other things than you can really appreciate the words on the book and you feel useless I guess. Anywayi watched you're the apple of my eye with Cheryl recently. It was a great movie but strangely, it didn't make much of an impact in my mind, it was great during the movie and not that great after it.
I hate spending my time walking about the malls and not having something concrete to do.... Something is preventing me from really enjoying my relax time and I don't know what it is. Yesterday I had steamboat with vivien and we had quite a meal, walked around and talked and talked. He make me realize how I'm a rather pessimistic person. I always felt I was realistic but I think I am more pessimistic than realistic. I'm running out of things to talk about and I feel numbed recently.... I wish I can stop feeling like that.