Sparks

I feel like looking back at 2010 suddenly. You know how it is when people do a mini recap of how their year had been. I realize I didn't really exactly have much to say for 2010. But let me recap on whatever comes to my mind.
In 2010, I received my o level results and I wasn't exactly sad or happy. I expected more but I guess I know I don't deserve much better with what I've put in. I went on to meridian jc, the school of my sec4 dreams. I remembered telling Jo that i die die must go there after mj principal talk at Tk. I enjoyed orientation or at least forced myself to cause deep down I didn't want to be the only one not moving on while the rest of my friends have alrdy moved on. I was excited and had big dreams for my life in meridian. I joined drama club and I can't say I enjoy every minute of it but I'm glad I joined and happy to make new friends there. I love my clique in class and how we stick up for each other and enjoy each other company. I'm happy I met my meridian friends esp amelia aw who is the best funny crazy lame girl ever and Amelia thank you for making meridian more bearable. Since coming to meridian I grew closer to Odelia and we held on to each other for support and comfort. Odelia thank you for being there for me and entertaining me and putting up with me though I diatract you. Hahaha! Thank you zhiqian and Jiayi for being there for me too and though we don't meet up much but seeing you guys around make me happy enough :) I'm glad sharon and I remained close though we each have different schedules and all. We have been friends since like p3 and it really keeps on going and thank you for keeping me grounded and always being there and keeping me sane.
Meridian didn't turn out the way I expected it to be. Somehow I always wish everybody is here with me. If forever10 is here I really think everything would be so much more tolerable and enjoyable. But no matter what I'm glad we manage to stay close and meet up and hang out like it was before.
In 2010, I'm glad Cheryl and I didnt drift apart. Though we talk so much lesser and how we each lead different lives, and how I couldn't really know what is going on in your life, our friendship remained strong. I hate that we are in different schools and how other people have their
best friends in the same school, I'm super glad we meet up whenever we can like after your school or after mine and during hols and everything. It's always too short though but I love and treasure every moment we have together. Love you Cheryl!
For Shi and ju, ju though I meet you less I'm glad you manage to come to mj once, and how we meet at the soccer match once and study sometimes and meet up sometimes. Though we don't meet up much, I'm glad we still are close and although I couldn't be there for you much I love you and hope you are happy at sa, and I think you are. Hahahha! Stay happy ju!!! I love you and hopefully we can meet up more in 2011! Shi! Hahaha you came to mj like twice and we still talk and text and all so it doesnt feel that you're too far away. We must keep in touch and attempt to study tgt! We never study successfully tgt before! I love you and I hope you're happy!
I would say the best thing about 2010 is the new friends I made, and the bestest would be how I stay close to my old friends and keep our friendship as strong as before. Im most proud of myself for that andd though we would be twice or thrice as busy next year, I hope we can still keep in touch and meet up a couple of times and more after a levels.
I hope I can improve in 2011. Start to be serious about my studies and keep my goals in mind. It's time to be serious about school this year since there is so much at stake. I aim to make my parents proud of me and my results this year. I hope I wouldn't be a disappointment again. It's a new year and always another chance to change things around. I will do my best and I wish everyone reading this the best :)