"For most of us, dreams come true only after they do not matter, Only in childhood do we ever have the chance of making dreams come true when they mean everything. And when childhood dies, its corpses are called adults and they enter society, one of the polite names of hell. That is why we dread children, even if we love them, they show us the state of our decay."
Edna St. Vincent Millay
This is how i feel. In mj. like i'm not a corpse yet, but i know i'm dying.
But i thank god for giving me so many things that make me continue going on with my life.
Amelia, my new friend i made in mj, who is the perfect nice sweet girl but still with some spice. i'll probably have quit mj if i havent met her.
Zhi Qian and Ode who still talk to me and like we still talk and share our feelings to each other. which is also one of the reasons why mj life is more bearable.
Sharon, who is there for me. and the fact that we still are like friends for so long is amazing. life would suck without you.
Shi, everything feels the same even after we are in different schools. i miss talking to you so much shi. sigh. i wish i could meet with u more often.
Everyone in the clique, i miss you guys so much. Tk is awesome cause i met all of you guys there and now, it seems like we're all scattered around. sigh
And lastly, but most importantly, CHERYL TAN. i miss you the most, although we met up so many times alrdy. its so sad that we're in different schools. i wish i had tried tj. life is just so sad for me now. i used to think u need me more than i need you, but i realise i was wrong. i need you more than u need me. more than i need any friend. hopefully, we'll ace a levles and go to the same uni tgt. i miss you so much. sigh. i hope we will never ever drift apart.
Now, i'm not even sure mj was what i wanted. i'm tired. of school of everything. i wish i was younger.then maybe i wouldnt be so unhappy and negative.
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