want nobody nobody but you

i read this:
"I always wondered why birds choose to stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on earth, then I ask myself the same question."

it got me thinking about the freedom passage we read. why are we scared when we're about to face the thing we've always wanted the most. this week has been lots of thinking stuff bubbling in my head. i 've always tried to imagine how things would change if i chose to do smth else instead. i think i've always been dwelling in the past. i can't forget, can't stop wishing, can't move on.
talking to shi make me think about what i used to be and how i'm still what i used to be. sigh. i dont want to think of such stuff cause it just screw me up and like make me so sad and all that shit.
okay, back to reality. life is pretty much horrible, but i dont think its going to be as bad as o levles. i'm hanging on. hahah. okee dokeee. bye!


learn to look and you will see more than others