cip is horrible, but i'm not going to talk about it cause its unfair to the kids.
after cip, sharon & i went to mc (not spelled as macs) :0 and we talked. sharon is like the listerner and the talker kind. i guess i told her stuff i should have told her long ago. among anyone i know, sharon gives like the best advice. and like after saying everything i guess maybe i feel less alone. sharon was like looking at me and asking if i have like xin shi. hahah, i think we've alry established a type of friendship where you can just look and know like how each other thinks. sharon is like someone i wish i will be if i ever have to choose to be someone else. hahha. okay, like i just typed a whole paragraph of sharon.
today shi told me stuff and i felt like so bad. like i couldnt help her feel much better than shes feeling now. she reminded me of like soo much stuff. maybe i should have told her about what happened to me before. i just felt like theres so much more i could do but i'm like not doing anything at all. sigh. thats why i hate my life. like srsly. Fml.
reading r's blog let me realise we've so much in common. i guess that sometimes people that we love and meant so much to us, have a special bond with us, forever. i love the word forever. its like right after how much i love the word fuck. but fuck is like really more applicable to my life.
i wish i'm not me.
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We are thinking too much nowadays and we are hating our life so much too. Sigh, life is horrible but we still have to live it. So let's just jiayou and move on. I think we can all make it one day! (:
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean and that was like what-
ReplyDeletethe first serious conversation we actually have in like 5 years or something.
Be happier ok :]
ReplyDeleteXO.
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ReplyDeleteHello! It's okay! I didn't tell you those stuff to make you make me feel better but I guess it's tough hiding all these from you guys.(Esp if i'm suddenly going to burst out crying in class.)
ReplyDeleteI mean, who else better to tell than you guys? I see you almost everyday in school(except when you're absent) hahah, and what's Fml?
I'm trying my best to feel better even though it's like not working. so you should too! :D
Time will change everything, I hope.
(That's what they always say, Lol)
&I forgot to say, Cheer up! I'm hungry for more BBQ, Lol and your unglam really unglam photos. How's your holiday btw?(:
-Seowshi